Post by Deleted on Feb 8, 2012 11:21:14 GMT
I was born and raised in the cult known as Jehovah's Witnesses. I did all that was expected of me including door knocking and in later life became an elder. Having been raised in the cult (yes, I can call it a cult for good reason), I never questioned my parent's choice. Why would I? My parents were the best.
Long story short. I had always had doubts about the cult but we were trained to put doubts aside as god would be displeased with us and more than likely kill us at 'armageddon'. As it turns out the God I feared......not loved but feared.....was just the brand name the watchtower publishing corporation had invented for itself. I saw the awful things that went on in the congregations and at elder level it became obvious that the JWs weren't a bona fide religion but being run just like a big business.
I could tolerate it no longer. When scripture was used to prove a JW law or doctrine I started to read around the verse quoted and soon discovered that 99.999% of the verses were ripped mercilessly out of context. The penny dropped. I had been brainwashed for 50 years.
Because I questioned the watchtower (not God I'll stress), I was excommunicated. So now no JWs are allowed to talk to me. As Paul said he counted it all as loss...so do I. All I ever had was 'conditional' friends.
Sadly, my wife and daughter are still in the cult. It put a great strain on my marriage. Not because I was causing trouble but all the vitriol came from my wife who was fully programmed to see me as being infiltrated by satan. In no way can a JW attribute mistakes or wrongdoing to their 7 leaders in Brooklyn. Therefore, I had become an evil worker of the devil. Hard to believe isn't it?!!?!?
I prayed to Jesus to accept me and I found a UK Baptist Church and I fitted in right away.
Anyway. I don't want to blather on but this is a minute part of my story. I also help out where JWs want to exit the cult.
Any questions on this cult please ask..........I know more than the leaders want me to know!
Blessings to you all.
Long story short. I had always had doubts about the cult but we were trained to put doubts aside as god would be displeased with us and more than likely kill us at 'armageddon'. As it turns out the God I feared......not loved but feared.....was just the brand name the watchtower publishing corporation had invented for itself. I saw the awful things that went on in the congregations and at elder level it became obvious that the JWs weren't a bona fide religion but being run just like a big business.
I could tolerate it no longer. When scripture was used to prove a JW law or doctrine I started to read around the verse quoted and soon discovered that 99.999% of the verses were ripped mercilessly out of context. The penny dropped. I had been brainwashed for 50 years.
Because I questioned the watchtower (not God I'll stress), I was excommunicated. So now no JWs are allowed to talk to me. As Paul said he counted it all as loss...so do I. All I ever had was 'conditional' friends.
Sadly, my wife and daughter are still in the cult. It put a great strain on my marriage. Not because I was causing trouble but all the vitriol came from my wife who was fully programmed to see me as being infiltrated by satan. In no way can a JW attribute mistakes or wrongdoing to their 7 leaders in Brooklyn. Therefore, I had become an evil worker of the devil. Hard to believe isn't it?!!?!?
I prayed to Jesus to accept me and I found a UK Baptist Church and I fitted in right away.
Anyway. I don't want to blather on but this is a minute part of my story. I also help out where JWs want to exit the cult.
Any questions on this cult please ask..........I know more than the leaders want me to know!
Blessings to you all.